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Go With the Flow.

Posted in Insights, My path with tags , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , on October 20, 2009 by freedomofnow

So.. What now? My mind has been trying to lure me into games of right and wrong, attack and defense, you and me for a week now, yet this silent vibrational sensation that is me keeps humming its peaceful, loving OM regardless of what is thought or felt. It is my unchanging true identity. In its presence, all illusions seem to dissipate into nothing. The day after my moving bike ride I would see series of 5s everywhere. 555, 5555, 55:55, etc. I asked Ingerid what this was, and she said it was freedom of the past, which felt very accurate.

I realized that enlightenment is such a loaded word. It seems to imply such a struggle, a striving towards something, when it is the complete opposite. It is the letting go and allowing what is to be that is true freedom. Enlightenment isn’t a personal experience. It may be at first, but once the eyes see from the perspective of the soul, then the thoughts that use to make up the identity lose their power.

We always struggle to fill the emptiness with whatever it may be that holds our attention at that moment, but what we fail to realize is that that very emptiness is you. Trying to fill the emptiness is the ego trying to bring substance to itself in a world where nothing is solid. The worst fear of the ego is to become nothing, because we think it will bring death to us, when in fact that death is what lets us see life as it truly is. From eyes that see joy, peace, love and freedom in everything comes the truest sensation of who we really are.

Everything you seek is already inside you, how can it be anywhere else? How can anything be outside of that which is absolute?

I AM.

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I can’t be arsed naming this post anything special.

Posted in My path with tags , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , on August 17, 2009 by freedomofnow

Since the small taste of my true nature and the extacy that followed it I have gone into what feels like an extremely heavy depression. All the signs tell me that something major is about to happen, and there’s been 2 eclipses of the moon and one of the sun, and yet I’m left feeling confused, and completely apathetic to what’s happening around me. It’s like the spice of life has no taste anymore. I just don’t care, no matter what happens around me. Even in typing this I feel like I have to force myself to get the words down, and coming this far has taken me about 15 minutes, which never happens once I decide to write something.

So imagine my surprise when I received a book excerpt from Karen Bishop (http://www.emergingearthangels.com/) about the very thing I’m going through. Here’s what it said:

From the book: The Ascension Companion:

“APATHY”

“I DON’T KNOW WHAT’S wrong with me these days. I just don’t
seem to care about much of anything anymore.” “I seem to have
lost all interest in becoming involved with the things that I used
to.” “I don’t care what happens.” If you have had any of these
thoughts or feelings lately, know that they are a regular part of
the ascension process and have a perfect and distinct purpose.
At times, we may feel as though we are going along, “acting” our
way through our daily lives. We are simply not present, as our
lives do not have the meaning that they used to. We don’t seem
to be in alignment with what we had created in the past. And in
addition, becoming exhausted through all the trials and
tribulations that ascension can bring, can make one very
apathetic. We are just too darned tired to become involved with
or care about much of anything. “Let the chips fall where they
may,” becomes our general course of action (or in-action!). “I no
longer have the desire to stay on top of things.”

But apathy has a gold nugget within it. Being apathetic
actually places us in a higher vibrating space. It supports our
continual process of letting go of attachments. When we no
longer care about much of anything, we then become unentwined
with much. We are then left in a space of “no space,”
and this is the space of the higher realms. We are then much
more in the moment. When we do not care about much, we are
not filling our thoughts and emotions with things that are not
really “real.” And we are much more out of the way.

In the higher realms, there are no agendas and plans. With no
attachments, with a good connection to Source, with great trust,
and a knowingness that everything is always in divine right
order, nothing really matters anyway. Being much more
connected to Source on a continual basis, keeps us more even
keel. There aren’t as many ups and downs. And when we realize
that things are really no big deal, as we can create fresh and New
within any given moment, apathy, then, fits right in.

In order to create successfully, we have to have no attachments.
It is always precisely when we no longer care about having
something, that it arrives. And we do not really want to create
from our ego or dis-connect selves anyway. As we progress
through the ascension process, then, and become used to not
having much of anything go our way, or how we had imagined,
we are certainly placed smack in the middle of a higher vibrating
space. These experiences force us to let go. Isn’t it strange that
the areas in our lives that we do not have strong opinions about,
seem to always go along just fine?

I had a web designer who decided that she was going to retire
from all computer work and web design. The trials and
tribulations that her work was bringing were no longer worth it
for her. The minute she let go and gave it all up, she immediately
began to get huge amounts of business, and the new clients were
the kind she has always wanted. It was when she no longer cared
about web design, as she was really burned out, that her business
really took off. (She still quit anyway!)

When things don’t go our way, many times it is because we are
not coming from our “connected” self. We may be coming from a
desperate or analytical self that is trying to solve a problem is a
way that we feel is possible… even if we aren’t even particularly
wild about our own idea. If we were to look back, we would
usually find that we were glad this or that had never happened.
Being in a state of apathy, caused by never seeming to get what
we want, among other things, puts us in that space of neutrality
where we can create just about anything. When we realize that
nothing really matters much, as what we thought mattered was
coming from our dis-connect selves, it is then that we are
successfully reaching the higher realms. Being happy where we
truly are, always brings the next step of creation to our doorstep.

When we have to have things a certain way, we basically place a
choke hold on energy. It is when we can be contented by simply
being, that all our needs are met. Passion is a seeming
contradiction to this scenario, as passion is a very strong
connection, because we know that what we are passionate about
is in perfect alignment in every way with our higher selves. So
there is a distinct difference in regard to passion. We usually
experience apathy when we are releasing desires that arise from
our dis-connect self. We didn’t need them anyway.

If you have chosen this page, you are being encouraged to honor
your state of apathy, and to realize that apathy is a condition of
the higher realms. It is an indication that you are vibrating
higher and becoming a higher level being. Feeling apathetic is
simply great training for a higher level way of being.
Congratulations, as you are learning the non-attached state of
neutrality.”

Vibration?

Posted in Videos with tags , , , , , , , , , , , on November 3, 2008 by freedomofnow

I think everyone who has delved 1 second into the spiritual have heard of “increasing your bodily vibrations.” The first time I heard it, I thought to myself “What? How do I do that?” And I got the answer: Just be happy.

So I did some research to really figure out what it means.. And I realized it all boils down to two key feelings, in the entire universe. Love, and fear. Sure, it all branches out in various feelings like anger, anxiety on one end, and grattitude, happiness on the other. Two feelings that define the outcome for you in any situation you’ll ever face. Love, or fear? So how does this affect us? What does it mean?

I’ll let you watch this, and we can continue this after it’s sunk in.

See how the lower vibration manifests a very simple pattern? This directly affects the genetic structure of your body. It’s even proven that when you’re upset your intelligence drops a score or twenty! The result is then, that anger lowers your capability to make sound decisions. I learned this the hard way.

Now, increase the vibration, and you see the most beautiful patterns emerge. This higher vibration, again, directly affects your gene pool.. So what does that mean?

So what happens to us when we let ourselves express grattitude, for example, is that our bodily vibrations start to shape a more complex geometric vibrational pattern, thus unlocking more genetic codes for us to experience. In essence, more spiritual abilities for you to enjoy.

Once you realize that fear can only bring you down. Limit you on your journey to enlightenment, the picture becomes so much more clear.

Listen to your heart, and your body, for that is the language of your soul. Your soul and body – and everything else in the entire universe actually – is a part of god. You. Are. God.

That means, if something doesn’t feel right, don’t do it! That is extremely important.

On the other hand, if somethings resonates, do it. But do it for the right reasons! Do it for you.